06-23-2011, 07:22 AM
I guess. . .
Yes, my announcement that I was leaving was far from ideal. Ugh, I'm actually ashamed of myself for ever doing such a thing. I feel like a Japanese samurai who failed on the battlefield.
I'm not going to explain myself by saying that I was tired, angry or overall confused. I made a mistake. It's that simple and I apologize. . .Again.
Cothers have said before "they always come back" and I guess at least some of them do. A lot of you also said "you probably just need a break" and I guess you were right too.
The reason I'm back is because I'm a very creative person and coth was the canvas upon which I drew. Loosing my canvas is slowly driving me insane and my ideas are ending up all over the place. It's like I'm drawing stick figures on the walls because I don't have a canvas.
I also miss the coth community, because despite all its problems, it's still a pretty nice community. I mean, I dislike that my sister is going out to nightclubs and being one of those obnoxious and screaming people you see around town on a Friday night but I still love her. It's the same with coth.
So, I'm back and will probably peek into the server again, if you'll still have me.
I apologize again. Especially to Reigen, I think it's the. . .Third time now. all my accusations against you were gravely mislead. I also apologize to Grakor and the rest of the staff, since it was pretty obvious Grakor didn't want to write that post further explaining Enchantra's ban, which I apparently forced him to do.
So yes. Again, I'm sorry and it's good to be back.
Cheers.
Yes, my announcement that I was leaving was far from ideal. Ugh, I'm actually ashamed of myself for ever doing such a thing. I feel like a Japanese samurai who failed on the battlefield.
I'm not going to explain myself by saying that I was tired, angry or overall confused. I made a mistake. It's that simple and I apologize. . .Again.
Cothers have said before "they always come back" and I guess at least some of them do. A lot of you also said "you probably just need a break" and I guess you were right too.
The reason I'm back is because I'm a very creative person and coth was the canvas upon which I drew. Loosing my canvas is slowly driving me insane and my ideas are ending up all over the place. It's like I'm drawing stick figures on the walls because I don't have a canvas.
I also miss the coth community, because despite all its problems, it's still a pretty nice community. I mean, I dislike that my sister is going out to nightclubs and being one of those obnoxious and screaming people you see around town on a Friday night but I still love her. It's the same with coth.
So, I'm back and will probably peek into the server again, if you'll still have me.
I apologize again. Especially to Reigen, I think it's the. . .Third time now. all my accusations against you were gravely mislead. I also apologize to Grakor and the rest of the staff, since it was pretty obvious Grakor didn't want to write that post further explaining Enchantra's ban, which I apparently forced him to do.
So yes. Again, I'm sorry and it's good to be back.
Cheers.
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