04-30-2009, 04:21 AM
Ok. I'm out. Like, for real this time. Seriously.
I'm not going to make some giant raging post like last time because I'm not really like that. Sure, I can get fired up but I consider myself a passive person so I'm just going to say a couple things and call out some nice things about a couple people.
The last time I went away was out of frustration and annoyance but now I just feel reluctant to be apart of this server anymore. So instead of feeling like one to rant and rage about it I just felt that perhaps it's time for me to move on, ya know? I also want to reinforce that this was not because of the actions of anyone in general or am I in anyway trying to signal people out here so don't assume I'm taking my leave with Kelibarcis because that's not the case.
My leave is mainly because this place is not really giving me any enjoyment anymore. The constant bickering with one another is really getting to me as this seems to be the focus of all the general doings lately. I did brush on this when I complained before that a lot of the people caught in the middle or in third parties can be affect by a lot of the nonsense building up around them.
Also, the flow of RP for be has ended. I only come on this server now to do GM things. I thought there would be a way to balance both the GM tasks that I do and the RP that I wanted to have but it seems as I got further into one, the other diminished into nothing. I only really have the game running in the background now as I do other things and wait for people who want my help.
Lastly, I'm going to have to focus some more of my time in my actual real life situations I'm going through. I've lost a couple things and I need to bring my attention more on where I am with life rather than my fantasies in a video game. (not to say I won't continue to enjoy myself with games) but I can't really achieve any goals in life that I want if I just sit in a dank room in front of a computer now, eh?
Now, I may have not done the most work or have been the best GM out there. I mean, I've made my mistakes and all but I hope a lot of you are appreciative of the things I have done to you while in my role. I hope people enjoyed my company and role play and I really hope people actually were able to enjoy me as a person. I have gotten close to a couple of you and I hope you'll still try and seek communication with me because I'll gladly have a chat when I'm online.
Now, I can't really be stuffed typing out another large brick of text for the GM forums either so count this as some sort of resignation message thing too. xD
Anyway, I'm done with my emotional dribble post so I'll just toss out that if you want to contact me then you can add me on;
MSN – <!-- e --><a href="mailto:[email protected]][email protected]</a><!-- e --> (probably would contact me on windows live though and not be email because I get a lot of spam that I don't read.)
Steam - Sasail
AIM – Bikkifishcube
So yeah.
Oh and on another note; Cressy, you HAVE to show me some baby pictures when he's born. This is like the thing I've been waiting out for here and keep in touch!
So long! Don't be a stranger!
-Sassy <3 (messages of love welcome. xD)
I'm not going to make some giant raging post like last time because I'm not really like that. Sure, I can get fired up but I consider myself a passive person so I'm just going to say a couple things and call out some nice things about a couple people.
The last time I went away was out of frustration and annoyance but now I just feel reluctant to be apart of this server anymore. So instead of feeling like one to rant and rage about it I just felt that perhaps it's time for me to move on, ya know? I also want to reinforce that this was not because of the actions of anyone in general or am I in anyway trying to signal people out here so don't assume I'm taking my leave with Kelibarcis because that's not the case.
My leave is mainly because this place is not really giving me any enjoyment anymore. The constant bickering with one another is really getting to me as this seems to be the focus of all the general doings lately. I did brush on this when I complained before that a lot of the people caught in the middle or in third parties can be affect by a lot of the nonsense building up around them.
Also, the flow of RP for be has ended. I only come on this server now to do GM things. I thought there would be a way to balance both the GM tasks that I do and the RP that I wanted to have but it seems as I got further into one, the other diminished into nothing. I only really have the game running in the background now as I do other things and wait for people who want my help.
Lastly, I'm going to have to focus some more of my time in my actual real life situations I'm going through. I've lost a couple things and I need to bring my attention more on where I am with life rather than my fantasies in a video game. (not to say I won't continue to enjoy myself with games) but I can't really achieve any goals in life that I want if I just sit in a dank room in front of a computer now, eh?
Now, I may have not done the most work or have been the best GM out there. I mean, I've made my mistakes and all but I hope a lot of you are appreciative of the things I have done to you while in my role. I hope people enjoyed my company and role play and I really hope people actually were able to enjoy me as a person. I have gotten close to a couple of you and I hope you'll still try and seek communication with me because I'll gladly have a chat when I'm online.
Now, I can't really be stuffed typing out another large brick of text for the GM forums either so count this as some sort of resignation message thing too. xD
Anyway, I'm done with my emotional dribble post so I'll just toss out that if you want to contact me then you can add me on;
MSN – <!-- e --><a href="mailto:[email protected]][email protected]</a><!-- e --> (probably would contact me on windows live though and not be email because I get a lot of spam that I don't read.)
Steam - Sasail
AIM – Bikkifishcube
So yeah.
Oh and on another note; Cressy, you HAVE to show me some baby pictures when he's born. This is like the thing I've been waiting out for here and keep in touch!
So long! Don't be a stranger!
-Sassy <3 (messages of love welcome. xD)
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