Conquest of the Horde

Roight. I'm not one to make threads about myself. It's sort of awkward having a thread that says 'I'm Sorry' and seeing it on the left side of the screen. But this feedback thread will suffice, I suppose. Not sure who will actually click it, but eh. If you're reading this, you did. Or someone copy/pasted it to you.

I'm a man who holds a grudge. I'm a man who is slighted by things that probably weren't meant to be slights. Through my years of school, I've become very... for lack of better words, sensitive. I get riled up, I get ready to fight at the drop of a hat. In the past, when people have disagreed with me, instead of just having a discussion I've turned it into an argument. For lack of better terms, I've been a prick.

My years as a GM have only made things worse. I've become judgemental. Set in my ways. The paranoia I've always had seemed to intensify. I saw the worst in people. I refused to forgive. All I saw were the slights people did. I still do.

When some names come up, my blood begins to boil. You... probably know who you are. I don't think I've ever really made my feelings too secret, even if I'm a sarcastic arse sometimes. Over time, I've built up my views towards pretty much everyone on this server. Friends stop being friends quickly enough, while enemies stay enemies. This... well.

I'm going to try and dump this fridge of rotting beef I've collected over the years. It's smelly, and it's getting to me. I can only ask in kind that people try to give me a second chance, if you're willing to do such. My anger towards many of you, is just... stupid.

Will I stand by decisions I've made? Yeah. Yeah... even as bad or poor as they might be, I've done what I've done.

I just hope that ya'll forgive me. And that those who I used to label as enemies might give me another shot. Just tell me what beef you got with me. I'm seriously going to try and give this another shot.

I'm sorry.

I recall Cressy saying that people thought I'd be a good GM. And I think initially I was a good GM. So... I'm gunna try and be that moderator again, instead of the one I am now.

(Humorously enough, I doubt the people I want to read this will read this. So... uh. Yeah.)

(In reply to the above post.)

Water under the bridge. Whatever opinions you had of me? Peh, who cares? Done, gone, s'the past. People will always have opinions about X person though. At least some. Best thing to do, bud? Don't trouble yourself with other people's ideas about you. You know who you are. Bottom line? Don't worry yourself with other people's thoughts unless they make them abundantly clear. If it's any consolation, I always thought you were a swell fellow.

The only beef I've had with you is that... well, we've fought on the forums before, and I'm convinced you hate me. Or hated, I suppose.
I've been a bad player on the server partially due to the influence of a name I won't mention and I really want to change the way that I am perceived as well, because I was far more impressionable then than I believe I am now, and I realize that I was mislead into harboring poor feelings for many that I shouldn't have. I will forgive you for anything that has made me upset towards you, I just hope that we can start on a better foot now that I have returned from my break and such

Xigo.

Our hate for eachother will only be outweighed by our intimate desir---. Woops, this isn't a PM.

I still hate Rensin though. He's a jerk.

I don't know your thoughts about me but I hope their good... I've always thought that "mean" GMs just do the stuff that others won't the bad stuff like maybe banning someone or something like that. Anywho I haven't really talked to you or have RPed with you but you do seem...swell from what I've seen :3 Also we should fix the whole "Haven't RPed with you" thing.




EDIT: I'm sure I'm just randomly throwing my two cents in here... TAKE IT ANYWAY XIGO!!!!

Needs more GW2 Charr roleplay.