03-04-2011, 10:12 PM
-Endling-
Endling sat in a corner of the tower of the Lost Minded, clutching her right hand and pressing against the wall. She held her hands against her head, her false breaths slow and deep. Voices of reason cried out, but found themselves swept away in her worried mind.
'Don't worry yourself'
'I don't want her to hurt'
'Save your energy'
Endling reclined back against the stone, holding her right hand up, fingers tracing over the seared imprint of a symbol of the holy light, burned deep into the flesh. Still burning, rather. Still aching. She shivered, finding her gaze lingering on the charred brand- Hurt! Hurt, indeed! When already worse scars festered. She hid the imprinted hand away, leaning against her legs and trembling once more.
In silence she sat still and rigid, listening to the faint conversation of those in the floors above; How pleasant they sounded, how pleased they were- she felt blame fall upon her for how quick she was to draw away from them. She was shunned by no one but herself, driven away by unanswered questions from within. Surely they found her skittish behavior a nuisance, regardless. The tremors, the constant burning flame- an unliving picture of suffering had no real place amongst them.
Endling rocked herself slowly, jumping as the usual creaks of floorboards echoed from above. After they died down once more, she was still and silent once more.
With some measure of meditation and fear she lifted her gnarled wooden stave, looking over the poorly fashioned staff. Her hand clenched tight on it's grip, closing her eyes in preparation as holy light pulsed into the object, sending more crackling fire through her body. Again- Another burning strike. Again- A concussive, dazing pain. Again, and she dropped the stave, hand flexing slowly, the bandaged palm that held it now freely bleeding black ichor as it had many times before.
She found herself drifting, in and out of her trance-like daze of 'sleep'. With some effort she managed to pull herself up, only to collapse against the chair beside her with a grunt of discomfort. Suppression. She gripped her stave, forcing herself back upright with a gasp of pain as the seared hand was pressed against the rough wooden staff. She stood for a moment, testing herself- Ever so slowly her legs grew weaker and weaker, until they began to buckle underneath her, forcing her down into the chair.
More voices upstairs- She hadn't expected anyone to stir this late. She glanced about, quickly beginning to wrap her bleeding hand. With a nod she pushed off from the chair, inwardly cursing herself as she heard the wooden legs scrape against the cobbled floor- She would duck into a shadow-filled corner of the tower bridge, trying her best to remain unseen as she waited out the fatigue of her actions.
Suppression. Endurance. She needed these, if she were to keep herself within these walls.
She lifted her head back up, leaning against the brick wall and listening to the others as they carried on above.
"Who's a good Snuggles? You are!"
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